Dear Mr. Future,
I believed hands and sweat is to create one’s own destination. Nothing is given or pre-defined.
Now, I am not so sure.
What I have worked for, in the last 5 years, is vanished. Taking with it is my hope, dream, and direction. I no longer know what I am, who I am, and what I suppose to do. I lost the purpose in life.
My only constructive work is to blog, a way to quiet my disturbed mind and wallow my sorrows. I no longer have a job that I can bury myself with, no goals to chase after, no hope to feel alive again.
How do I restart, over and over again? Which ass should I kiss or kick? I know I will lose myself if I continue this meaningless life.
Mr. future. Please give me a sign!
What should I do? What direction shall I take?
Are you listening?
I am mad!
Writing 101, Day 14: To Whom It May Concern
Journey in the Woods 
I hear your anger and desperation. I’m glad you have your blog to share your feelings and thoughts with others.
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I am thankful for the small audience I have on the net, either actual or imaginable. Thank you for your comments and support!
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I look forward to “talking” with you in the future!
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Thank you!
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This post really resonates with me. Both, because I too have left my job in an attempt to help create a healthy child, and I because so far we still don’t have a healthy child. I wish I had constructive advice for you. I wish I could say something that would make a difference.
Even though I wish absolutly no-one ever had to go through this crap, I am thankful you are sharing. Please know, that your blog posts are important to me.
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Thank you for your kind words and encouragement! I feel better already! 🙂
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Hi, I love your beautiful posts and have nominated you for the Inspiring Blogger Award. I hope you can accept it. Please check this link:
http://urbandementria.wordpress.com/2014/06/22/very-inspiring-blogger-award-facts-about-me-and-my-nominations/
Looking forward to knowing more about you..Cheers 🙂
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It is my first award for quite a while. It feels good to be acknowledged. Thank you for your gift today!
I enjoyed reading yours as well!
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You are welcome…looking forward to your answers 🙂
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Sending you a big hug hon. Hope you get that sign very soon.
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Thanks!
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I love how you talk to ‘Mr Future’. You are inspiring, and full of future. I wish you could actually meet him: is it a he or a she? (maybe not important, just curious..)
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Thank you Aggie! I am still working through my kinks.
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